T1ST0RY.

It's been exactly a week since the concert. I still left my heart in Bangkok. I am a Yoochun stan for almost 8 years and now I start to like Yunho. I was allowed to watch this because accidentally my uncle and aunt planned to go to Bangkok that weekend and my parents too so I requested this. I didnt hope much for it; the chance was 50:50 but my parents granted my wish! To be honest, this concert was even better than the JYJ concert I watched last year. First, finally Im part of Red Ocean in real life!! This has been my dream since a long time ago. My dream was crashed in JYJ concert because there were so many individual stans resulting in a Rainbow Ocean. It's such a shame that they did that. Second, Homin is better in dancing (Im sorry) and they were so energetic that I kept screaming during the whole concert. My hands were sore the next day because I held and shook my lightstick for the whole concert like for 3++ hours. Third, my seatplan was in the third floor and many people said I just can see them in a very very small view but turned out it was far better than I expected. I think my seat at JYJ concert was worse despite paying a bit expensive than this one. The best part was I took pics and recorded so many fancams! The security in my area was not that strict made me possible to do it freely. I also met many new friends; Im happy that through TVXQ we can know each other. In the past, I supported all five and strongly denied the fact that they had separated. Now I realise maybe they are happier in this way; both sides can achieve what they cant in the past. Even I have to wait for more than 2 years, I will still wait for you guys. Thank you for making one of my dreams come true. Please keep continuing to be TVXQ. #alwayskeepthefaith

Medley: 믿어요/My Little Princess/You Only Love/Tonight/Paradise/She/You're My Melody

 

Red Ocean!! #proud

The fanproject during "Always With You": we held up the banner written  난 기다리는 거 잘해 which means "We are good at waiting". This project was made because Yunho will enlist very soon and we will wait for both of them to return.

Yunho cried in the end T_T he kept bowing to the fans in every side of the stage after seeing the project made by us

Chandelier.

You should have known that Im a big fans of 동방신기/東方神起/TVXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki/JYJ. This song is included in their newest Japanese album WITH and currently my most favorite one. Because last time I was having dificulty in finding the lyric and finally found it, I repost so that it'll be easier if you are searching for it. Enjoy!

Composer: Matthew Tishler, Andrew Underberg
Lyricist: H.U.B.
Arranger: Matthew Tishler, Andrew Underberg


街の夕暮れ
Machi no yuugure
The neighborhood at twilight

ひとつひとつ窓の明かりが　星みたい灯ってゆく
Hitotsu hitotsu mado no akari ga hoshi mitai tomotte yuku
One by one, the windows’ lights are being switched on like stars

光の中で　
Hikari no naka de
Within the lights

それぞれの笑顔と涙　物語を生きる
Sorezore no egao to namida monogatari wo ikiru
With smiles and tears, each and every person is living their story


Young days　友達と急ぐsunset
Young days tomodachi to isogu sunset
Young days, rushing with my friends at sunset

家が見えた時
Uchi ga mieta toki
The moment I saw my house

窓の明かりは　家族の証だね
Mado no akari wa kazoku no akashida ne
The lights at the windows spoke of family

Someday

僕が帰るまでずっと待っていてくれる
Boku ga kaeru made zutto matte ite kureru
The one who will always be waiting for me to come home

それは君だと　信じるから
Sore wa kimi da to shinjiru kara
I believe it will be you, and so…


Baby 　君に出会えて　君を好きになって
Baby kimi ni deaete kimi wo suki ni natte
Baby, meeting you by chance, falling in love with you

そう新しい帰る場所を　僕は見つけた
Sou atarashii kaeru basho wo boku wa mitsuketa
That is how I found my new home

きっと　遠くにいても　迷わないだろう
Kitto tooku ni ite mo mayowanai darou
Even if I am faraway I won’t get lost for sure

「おかえり」の声を聞くまで
“Okaeri” no koe wo kiku made
Until I hear your voice welcoming me back home

Baby you’re my chandelier

You’re my chandelier


今日までの道　(道は)
Kyou made no michi (michi wa)
Although the path that lead us to today (the path)

決してラクなことばかりではなかったけど今では
Kesshite rakuna koto bakari dewanakatta kedo ima de wa
Was anything but an easy one, now

その出来事が　(出来事が) 　僕らの愛を強くしたよ　
Sono dekigoto ga (dekigoto ga) bokura no ai wo tsuyoku shitayo
I know those obstacles (obstacles) have strengthened our love

二度と泣かないように
Nidoto nakanai youni
So we won’t ever cry again


One light　思い出が灯る
One light omoide ga tomoru
One light, and memories are lit

Two lights　ただ守りたくて
Two lights tada mamoritakute
Two lights, only wanting to protect you⁽¹⁾

どんな時でも　君に会いに来たよ
Donna toki demo kimi ni aini kitayo
No matter when, I have come to see you

Always　”待っていて”　なんて
Always “matte ite” nante
Always telling you things like “please wait for me”

きっとわがままだけどね
Kitto wagamama dakedo ne
It is selfish of me indeed

約束なしじゃ　生きれないよ
Yakusoku nashi ja ikirenaiyo
But I cannot live without any promise (to rely on)


Baby　君の言葉が　君の何もかもが
Baby kimi no kotoba ga kimi no nanimokamo ga
Baby, your words, and just about everything that you are

僕の心　埋め尽くして　うまく言えない
Boku no kokoro ume tsukushite umaku ienai
Have filled up the gaps in my heart, and I can’t say it nicely

もっと伝えたいこと　あるのに　ごめんね
Motto tsutaetai koto aru noni gomenne
Although I want to let you know this better, I’m sorry

「ただいま」と君に言うまで　(君に言うまで)
“Tadaima” to kimi ni iu made (kimi ni iu made)
Until I will tell you “I’m home” (until I tell you this)

Baby you’re my chandelier


僕らはまた会えるから　dream
Bokura wa mata aeru kara dream
Because we will meet again, dream

明日の夢を見ていよう
Ashita no yume wo miteiyou
Let’s gaze at tomorrow’s dreams

いつも　ずっと　I need you yeah
Itsumo zutto I need you yeah
Always and forever, I need you yeah

I need you yeah


Baby 　君に出会えて　君を好きになって
Baby kimi ni deaete kimi wo suki ni natte
Baby, meeting you by chance, falling in love with you

そう新しい帰る場所を　僕は見つけた
Sou atarashii kaeru basho wo boku wa mitsuketa
That is how I found my new home

きっと　遠くにいても　迷わないだろう
Kitto tooku ni ite mo mayowanai darou
Even if I am faraway I won’t get lost for sure

「おかえり」の 　(your smile)　声を聞くまで
“Okaeri” no (your smile) koe wo kiku made
Until I hear your voice (your smile) welcoming me back home

Baby you’re my chandelier

You’re my chandelier (my love)


Alternative translation : « Wanting to protect two lights only »

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Credits:
Japanese lyrics : j-lyric.net
Romanization, translation : TVXQSound (Twitter)

Semi-holiday.

Yes exam has finally over yesterday! Fyi we only have one final exam per block; it was quite nice because you can get everything finished at one time but the preparation is just hellish. The material is all what we have learnt in one block. Now Im having a few days holiday and ofc it is nice xD there's a rumor saying TVXQ will have Asia Tour next year and this makes me super excited! I've seen JYJ a month ago and I need to see Homin to make it complete. Im pretty surprised that Im still here waiting for them to come back together even though 5 years have passed. Sometimes I keep wondering why should I wait for them this long? I cant find a reason why I should stop and even though this is very tiring, Im happy with my choice. #alwayskeepthefaith

xxrandomxx

Life's been good lately even though block exam is coming next week. The material is still abstract in my brain but Im trying to absorb as much as possible. I also realise lately I didnt blog that often anymore. Writing has become my passion and blogging is one of my way to explore more of it. Currently not following any drama, I think dramas in this period are not my style hence I just read the recaps from the blogs I usually follow. JYJ Asia Tour has ended a few days ago and the last stop was Bangkok. Im happy because I had the chance to meet them and see them singing live before they enter military service next year. Still I have never met Homin and that is one of my resolution as well. But rumors surfacing in some sns saying they will have an Asia tour next year. Actually I want to go to one of their 5 dome tours in Japan; too bad it is in the middle of the academic year. If they are really planning for an Asia Tour, Im going to come this time. Fingercrossed! xx

Park Yoochun. Dreams come true.

Hello peeps! This month has been a great one for me especially last Saturday because it was the day when my dreams finally came true. As you might have known, I've like TVXQ for years and even though they have splitted now, I still support five of them. So last Saturday I finally got to watch JYJ singing live !! I cant describe how happy I was when my father allowed me to go and on the D-day I was so so so excited. I also happened to listen to them singing during rehearsal since the venue was beside the female toilet and lots of the fans were standing there too. My bias from 7 years ago was Yoochun and has always been him ever since. The concert itself was awesome; even if I wasnt their fans I'd say the same things. Seeing them singing live was as good as listening to their recording songs. The set list was almost the same as the one they sang in Seoul concert, though one or two songs were missed out. I was really freak out when they came out to the stage that I lost my voice the next day. 16 August 2014 will always be my most memorable day ever.
PS: excuse the blur pics. I took those using my phone cam.

My bias !!!

Feeling blue.

Today is indeed my unlucky day. Earlier I was feeling blue because of listening to TVXQ old songs in my car and it was just painful to remember that they ended up like this. I think it's just not worth for them to suffer like this after all those years they've spent to be succeeded. Yesterday accidentally I found a blog which wrote about TVXQ lawsuit and there were things I didnt know before. Im not really following about the lawsuit. I just want both parts to be happy. It's written " If at that time people didnt support them after they made the lawsuit, they would still be together now like what has happened to KARA." I never think about this before but this statement really opened my eyes. What if at that time nobody supported them? They will have settled the problems with SM and now TVXQ will still be 5 like forever. It really hits me hard. After having that thought, something bad happened to me and yeah it did made me feels better. It's as painful as before to listen to their songs anymore. I just hope that they can reunite again one day like what G.O.D is doing now. Waiting is tiring, but I've waited for 5 years so it's fine for me to wait for another year as long as I can see five of them in one stage again.

Always keep the faith.

Throwback TVXQ.

Yesterday I rewatched my TVXQ dvd collections; this time they were 4th Live Tour ~The Secret Code Final in Tokyo Dome~ and 2nd Live Tour ~Five In The Black~ in Nippon Buddokan. Both are my favorites since the 2nd Live Tour was my first concert dvd and the 4th Live Tour in Tokyo Dome was the peak of Tohoshinki's Japanese carreer. I always like their songs as five even until now and I think they're still the best singers I've ever heard. Noted that in this case TVXQ means Xiah, Micky, Hero, Max, U-know. If you never listen to their songs before, you should try. Since I watched both concerts continuously, I directly compared both of them. At FITB concert which was held in 2007, they still looked so young and the venue wasnt as huge as Tokyo Dome. The things were simple but it was memorable. The Tokyo Dome concert was held in 2009 after the 3rd Asia Tour Mirotic. As everybody had known, Tokyo Dome is a place where not every singer can perform there; it should be the one who is very famous/popular. After 4 years struggling they finally made it to Tokyo Dome as it was their dream when they first arrived in Japan, making TVXQ the first Korean group to perform at the venue. I can feel their hardwork while watching the concerts; they started to perform in front of hundred people in the early of their carreer in Japan and now it was thousand people in the concert. Fans were chanting crazily. They become more mature but their voices are still the same as few years back; still the best. It portrays how popular TVXQ is as they said it was difficult to enter the Japanese music industry but they made it. Their acapella is the best that no one can beat them down. I still like them till now, not as two or three but as five. Im one of those fans who are still keeping the faith. Always keep the faith.
Recommendation: 
Stand By U, Love In The Ice, Lovin' You, Bolero, "O" Jung.Ban.Hap, Ashita wa Kuru Kara, Forever Love, Purple Line, Hug, Rising Sun, Somebody To Love, etc (it's still so many)

"My Hero My Max My Uknow My Xiah and Micky We’re the one, eternally~"

3 years.

Apparently today was my block exam and post-block exam period is always nice yet I feel Im not that prepared for the exam. I always say Im going to be better for the next exam but I end up being the same. This time Im going to make it come true; it's better even though Im changing only a bit lol At the same time today is the anniversary of the account I've become an admin for 3 years. Happy birthday @TVXQ****s! I didnt expected to be chosen at first place back then when they did a recruitment. I wasnt too active now because sometimes too many things to be taken care of. But still Im so happy because it's my passion; my love for TVXQ and kdramas are forever. Im wishing the best for this account and I hope I can stay there until the very last time. Happy birthday!

Happy Yoochun Day!

it's another Yoochun Day again! I celebrate it every year, but this year I was so careless that I forgot about it -___- It is my yearly agenda and this is probably my fifth time. Should be nice if I reminiscing how the first time I liked him is. I never ever had a bias group or whatever it is. I just like random people whose songs I liked at the moment. Come across TVXQ, they were the one and only group I liked. I knew them since 2007 and at first my bias wasnt Yoochun. I ever liked Jaejoong and Yunho but it's only for a while. Still remember that Yoochun's super bass and sexy voice are the one which make me liked him till today. Even after TVXQ was separated into JYJ and Homin, I never said they were disbanded or something similar to that, rather used "they didnt have the same vision". I always consider TVXQ as Junsu, Yoochun, Jaejoong, Changmin, and Yunho. This often make me confuse when newbie cassies or stan said TVXQ when they referred to homin. Dont you think it is ridiculous? TVXQ was five since the very first time. Well, anyway I just hope in this birthday, Yoochun will always be happy and healthy and TVXQ can reunite again. Even though they reunite like 10 years again, I'll still be waiting. Happy Yoochun Day everybody!

the super duper famous chunface

TVXQ!

hi readers im extremely happy today!! No it's not about my university life or whatsoever. Just now Im being interviewed as the admin of a fanbase where Im active in! The best part is that the interviewer wasnt a stan and he said TVXQ is 5 ♥♥♥ Can you imagine how happy I am? Finally after years I hear again somebody publicly say about it. He asked how I can love TVXQ that much, how many followers the fanbase had, what song I like the most, blablabla and he even played the song I like veryyyyy much, 'O' Jung.Ban.Hap. Not that I didnt like Mirotic or other TVXQ songs but this song has a really deep impression to me. This song is the reason why I fell in love with TVXQ since 2007. If at that time one of my friend didnt play this song randomly and I didnt manage to know them, the situationwill be very different now. I was,am, and will always love TVXQ foreverrr. 

*picture is creditted to google

New Year's Eve.

Hello readers! Im currently in Brastagi spending my last hours to 2012 with my friends. We are having a 4-day-3-night trip and we live in Brastagi Highlands Villa. My family also comes and spend their New Year in Brastagi, but we live in different places. 2011 will end in a few hours, and i should make a new resolution for upcoming 2012. I think some of my resolution for 2011 have been achieved and these are my lists: - get skinnier, taller, cleverer, etc (again) - pass the entrance exam for national university (my choice) - better in managing my money - Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu, Yunho, Changmin back together again as five and watch their concert live (always and forever) - not a moody person anymore - all the best for me and my family Happy early New Year 2012 to everybody and welcoming the better year for us. Cheers!

and i love it

hello!
it's been my second day-work. i still feel like i really work in the office! at first i was really nervous that i didnt know what to do and what to type. but later i tried to calm down and i was afraid that i made mistakes or they didnt like me. luckily they all were welcoming me so much!

okay i'll give you a hint. i am hired to be part time admin in one of TVXQ fan account in twitter and i was extremely happy. i never thought that i'll be chosen because many people were applying too. since i've been chosen now, i'll do my best to make all of them satisfied with my work. and thanks a lot to my head admin, admin S. she's been helping me a lot ♥

[PETITION] CASSIE INDO PLEASE SIGN THIS

hello again. this is the last mission we'll do. i got this message from cassie's group in fb and i'll post it here. please read the rules carefully.

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Sorry for making you wait for so long. We make a new mission while waiting for the previous mission’s result and more convincing the promoter and C-JeS. Please read carefully:

JYJ World Tour Concert-Indonesia Reconsideration

RULES:
1. You must fill the name and email address
2. You have to fill the email address with your real email address (email address will not be shared to anyone)
3. You must not fill more than once. This is to show the actual number of JYJ’s fans
4. Focus on JYJ! (You are not allowed to offend sensitive issues such as DBSK, shipper, etc)
5. Messages are written in English, Korean, or Japanese. (Ask for JYJ Concert in Indonesia)

Petition Link: https://spreadsheets.google.com/viewform?hl=en&formkey=dHdzXzIwd1A4R1hLVURlVjFPUUgtR2c6MQ#gid=0

Petitions will be COUNTED until Saturday, 2 April 2011 21:00 local time (23.00 KST)


By: CassIndo Family, Chunnieland dan JYJForIndo
Translated By: TVFXQsoul

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please help us again!! spread this info and let all indo cassie sign this petition!! your help really means a lot to us. no matter what the result is, i am really thankful to you all who's been helping me since the first time. thanks a lot!

thankyou message and bonus

first, i want to say thank you to all my friends who's been helping me these day especially in this JYJ's #FromIndonesiaWithTears project either posting on facebook/twitter or spreading it to others. it really means a lot to me (although it sounds exaggerating).
thanks a lot :)

besides i was really happy today because jaejoong (@mjjeje) changed his twitter bio into "JYJ from 東方神起". as a cassie who always keep the faith, i was extremely happy.

credit : twitter

[PROJECT] please help Cassiopeia Indo (emergency)

to all people reading my blog, i hope you want to help us, cassiopeia.
we're doing a project to make JYJ come to indonesia. this is our only chance to show them that we really want JYJ to come to indonesia. and for the complete information, you can read this.

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[PROJECT] CASSIE INDO MUST READ THIS!
Annyeong,
We, Cassiopeia Indonesia, JYJforIndo, and Chunnieland have tried to contact C-Jes regarding the consideration for a second chance to become one of the country that JYJ visit during their World Tour Concert by giving other promoter for them.

Today few admins from Cassiopeia Indonesia hold a meeting with the promoter then admins called C-Jes and the result is C-Jes willing to give Indonesia 2nd chance but Indonesian Cassies must show their hope and seriousness to make this concert be come true. We all admins try to prove it through C-Jes’s Twitter and Facebook PLEASE READ THE RULES FOR COMMENTS & TWEET CAREFULY:

PROJECT #FROMINDONESIAWITHTEARS
Location: twitter @C_jes
And JYJ world tour on FB
Link: http://www.facebook.com/jyjworldtourconcert

RULES:
1.Hash tag #FROMINDONESIAWITHTEARS [on twitter] and #from Indonesia with tears [on facebook]
2.One person allowed to post or tweet JUST ONCE! NO SPAMING!
3.Your tweet or post contain wishes for JYJ to hold concert in Indonesia, please use English, Korea, or Japanese language.
4.NO BASHING! NO TVXQ! You’re not allow to make a post or tweet which contain TVXQ, shipper, etc. We want to respect them as JYJ now.

ATTENTION!
We need 6000 tweets/comments, starts: 29/03/2011 22.00 WIB until 30/03/2011 We must do this a.s.a.p. or another country will get this chance.

C-JeS and JYJ not give any official statements yet about this 2nd chance for Cassies in Indonesia. Lets hold hands together and try the hardest to bring JYJ to Indonesia. Let's HOPE TO THE END!!

Warm regards
All admins from:
Cassiopeia Indonesia, JYJforIndo & Chunnieland

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please help our people! we need to do this asap!!
your help really mean a lot to us thankyou :)

hello 2011

i think im a bit late in welcoming 2011. i've just gone back from vacation and loveeeeeeeeeee it so much. i went to singapore to celebrate new year, but unfortunately we just spent it inside the hotel. it just so not cool eww.

but what i love about my vacation is i got lotssss of keroppi things! perfecto! and finally i knew where haji lane was. it's really hard to find that street. i asked many people but just a few of them knew where it was. there's a shop selling colorful shoes and i love all of them and at last, i bought a yellow shoes.

and at last, i'll made my 2011's resolution which is:
1. smarter, skinnier, slimmer, taller, kinder, prettier, blablabla
2. watch TVXQ concert live (my dream forever)
3. got an iPhone and dslr!
4. a super greeny room
5. get into my favorite university

happy 7th anniversary TVXQ

it's been 3 years since i knew TVXQ. the first song i knew was "O" jeong.ban.hap. at that time, i accidentally heard their song and i asked who sang this song and they said TVXQ. there, i directly love them. then i knew that they debuted in 26 december 2003 at britney showcase with boa, they were 5 members boyband, and they were no.1 in asia! i listened to most of their songs and i liked it all. although many new boybands were coming out at that time, but my mind has stuck with TVXQ. i couldnt change my heart to love other boyband like i love TVXQ that much. and when then problems came in 2009 i was shocked. they were in the peak of their success and why just these things suddenly appeared? but with these things happened, we (cassiopeia) always keep the faith. making trending topics in twitter, hoping TVXQ will know our hardwork. in october yoochun, jaejoong, and junsu (JYJ) made their twitter account! i was just too happy at that time that i directly follow them. and now, when SM announced that TVXQ gonna comeback with 2 members, i didnt know what to do. but as a cassiopeia i'll always support them, whether JYJ or HoMin, they're forever TVXQ.

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

MERRY CHRISTMAS

we wish you a merry christmas
we wish you a merry christmas
we wish you a merry christmas
and a happy new year

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

note :
tommorow is TVXQ's 7 years anniversary!please join us tomorrow in twitter to make them trending topics.
"We're trending #7yearsforTVXQ on December 26 at 12:01AM & 7PM KST/JST to celebrate our boys' 7th anniversary :) Please spread! Thank you~" - @onetvxqforums

XIAHday

first, i want to say happy birthday to our dolphin xiah junsu! yesterday was his and his twins birthday, kim junho (stage name:zuno). cassies were celebrating it by making #XIAHday as trending topics and we did it! it became first worldwide. woho cassies love! and luckily i captured it.



and what i want to say is : happy birthday xiah wish you the best with JYJ and TVXQ (i really hope for this) and your musical carreer. always OMGsun! 으걍걍 ♥

class, dream, and reality

i've something to tell!
im gonna join korean class. i hope i can improve my korean after studying it deeper. im an amateur in speaking and vocab but i want to learn more about it! thanks to you who'd told me about this class!

im planning to continue my violin class too, which has stopped for almost 2 years. actually im really interested in it, but when it comes to exercising time im superduperlazy. maybe i'll continue it next year or in early of my university life. after all schedule has fitted, i can set a new one for my violin class. my mom has also agreed me to learn playing piano. not classic, but pop. i think if i learn classic it'll just take some time to become an advance right? it's better for me to learn pop, despite i can learn playing my favourite songs.

and there's something happened yesterday. okay this is just a dream but it's seemed to be true. i dreamt i met TVXQ in New York (NY) when im in the public toilet. it sounded nonsense since im a girl and they are boys. impossible for us to enter the same toilet. but i met them inside the toilet! they're just looking at me and do nothing and im too shocked enough to realise it. then when had left the toilet, in the opposite building they're having fansign event! (im ot really sure of the location) i rushed into it, trying to get nearer to the window and after i had reached it i shouted their names loudly. yoochun looked at me and looked like he recognised that i wa the girl he met inside the toilet. he asked me what i wanted. i say i wanted their signatures in the poster ad when i asked for more poster he gave me more! i thought i got 2-3 posters! i wish this dreams came true. yeah, I WISH.

photo of the day

yoochun is sleeping and he looks so cute!
credit : jaejoong's twitter